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| Thursday, June 11, 2009 |
| Is your heart alive or dead? |
Have you ever feel that you're smiling to the whole world but yet every sense in your heart is crying? Have you ever feel that nobody knows it but you...the exact feeling that's running within you? Have you ever lead your life like as if nothing is happening and the entire world thought that everything is going just fine?
Its like nothing stop for you. Neither is time nor anything else. The earth still revolve...everyone still carry on with life just like any other day. But your heart stand still at one point, time in your heart stalled. The only thing that your heart does, was kept going back again and again to those memories. And you felt that you can't breathe, and the tears of your heart runs like its never ever gonna stop. Then slowly, you felt your heart stop beating then came numbness...whereby you feel nothing anymore. Nothing bring that smile to that once cheerful heart of yours. And one fine day, your heart is pronounce permanently dead by you.
Sometimes, through all these, you wish that you do not have a heart at all. It torture every sense of your very being. Whereby you're being eaten alive slowly...bit by bit. Its like a slow painful death.
I begin to wonder, do God give us a heart to make us stronger or to make us weaker. Is your heart alive or dead? |
posted by Jude @ 9:48 PM  |
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