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| Monday, January 12, 2009 |
| A need to say or a want to say? |
Do you wonder sometimes the "what if", "only if" or the "could it be"? Many of us, have so much to say about certain things or to certain people but yet there's the only thing that we never really say it out loud. What stop us from saying that very one thing that is on our mind? Is it the "what if I speak out, what is the consequences?", "only if you say it first" or the "could it be what I am wanting, is what you're thinking"?
We're so afraid of the outcome of our speech that we ponder for so long before we really act on it. When we finally speak out, sometimes...it turn out to be a good outcome but at times...its turn out the opposite way. And at that moment, we just wish that we had never know the truth. Or we should had keep our big mouth shut. People always say, truth can be painful. But I say, the truth can fruitful because knowing truth will allow one's to know what to do, where to go from here. Its always better to face the truth, reality, know the fact, and know where you are heading. Its better than walking in a maze or in the dark, not knowing if you will able to get out of the complicated maze or see the light at all.
And at times, we wonder if there's really a need to say it or we simply just want you to say it. A bit confusing? I can't say it isn't. Cos we, human are so afraid to lose, so afraid to hurt ourselves, in fact...so afraid to embarrass ourselves. So we all just play the "waiting" game and let time tells, who has the higher tolerance. So we wait...and wait...and we wait, the next spring comes...and yet we'll continue to wait. Till that particular person who you want to say something to, comes and go in your life...but then again, you still wait! Waiting for that moment that you might have the chance or feel the need to speak out. Or simply waiting for that particular someone to say it out loud that very one thing that you do not dare to say.
And at times, we simply say the things that we don't mean to say. Usually it only happen when we're provoked, we just blabber out of anger...only to regret it later on. But at times, its our anger that make us speak the truth, to realize the fact and feel that there's a need or want to speak out.
There's so many factors or reasons that will cause us, to speak out our mind. Therefore, for you...is it a need to say or a want to say? |
posted by Jude @ 9:16 PM  |
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